Its Gonna Be A New Year Again

I would like to say a 100000000000000000000000000000000 Thank You to the man I love the most and also to the women I love the most which are my parents for bringing me up this past 20 years of my life and giving me this chance to see the world. I know is not easy for them and I will definitely try not disappoint them or cause them to be angry. =))

Let me tell you a story to chill the bones
About a thing that I saw
One night wondering in the everglades
I'd one drink but no more

I was rambling, enjoying the bright moonlight
Gazing up at the stars
Not aware of a presence so near to me
Watching my every move

Feeling scared and I fell to my knees
As something rushed me from the trees
Took me to an unholy place
And that is where I fell from grace

Then they summoned me over to join in with them
To the dance of the death
Into the circle of fire I followed them
Into the middle I was led

As if time had stopped still I was numb with fear
But still I wanted to go
And the blaze of the fire did no hurt upon me
As I walked onto the coals

And I felt I was in a trance
And my spirit was lifted from me
And if only someone had the chance
To witness what happened to me

And I danced and I pranced and I sang with them
All had death in their eyes
Lifeless figures they were undead all of them
They had ascended from hell

As I danced with the dead
My free spirit was laughing and howling down at me
Below my undead body
Just danced the circle of dead

Until the time came to reunite us both
My spirit came back down to me
I didn't know if I was alive or dead
As the others all joined in with me

By luck then a skirmish started
And took the attention away from me
When they took their gaze from me
Was the moment that I fled

I ran like hell faster than the wind
But behind I did not glance
One thing that I did not dare
Was to look just straight ahead

When you know that your time has come around
You know you'll be prepared for it
Say your last goodbyes to everyone
Drink and say a prayer for it

When you're lying in your sleep, when you're lying in your bed
And you wake from your dreams to go dancing with the dead
When you're lying in your sleep, when you're lying in your bed
And you wake from your dreams to go dancing with the dead

To this day I guess I'll never know
Just why they let me go
But I'll never go dancing no more
'Till I dance with the dead

Some Random Thoughts

Would You Like To Be My Valentine This Christmas? ♥

Canon EOS 70D

Welcome to the Dance Of Death!

Wooo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DWANYE GWEE KUN TAT ! 20 YEARS OLD

My new phone !

My sister give me a phone which is the Nokia E5 . NICE RIGHT?

Lets Start All Over Again

Saving $$ is my priority now!  I wanna be rich. Rich as in not only financially , but everything as a person. Example relationships, goals and eveything . I dun wanna be just a normal person where everyday just eat, sleep,study,play.  I want to be someone different like seriously!


Cherishing my friends and family are important as well , they are the ones who will nvr leave me whenever I failed in something and will listen to my crap all day long. So ya , hopefully this will never ends.


GOALS !!!!


亲情和友情万岁!

I got a new hobby !

Recently I was super enthu on helicopters and I would like to make this a long term hobby coz it is really serious fun when u control the helicopter up in the air. AWESOME!

Freaking sad man!

Yesterday i bought a remote control helicopter and I make spoilt it . Today I bought another one and I make spoil again. I wanted to fly it because it is pretty awesome when it is in the air . But I fly too high until the whole heli crashed down!! I wasted like $200 for both helicopters. =((( .

I really need some discipline seriously.Today I realise something that I have really some good friends in my life that is always with me whenever I m full of shit instead of good stuffs. One example is Tc and my rp fren tong qin . He is really a nice guy and always helping me. I wanted to buy a remote control helicopter all along but I do not have the cash . He offered to help me pay first which is like $150 and wants me to slowly pay him . Seriously not many people are willing to part with thier money just liddat. Furthermore , I spoil the helicopter just after I bought it. It was like wat the fuck feeling seriously . Than tong qin even offered to accompany me to repair it. I m so guilty man!!


aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!

The Day That I Spend the most $$

Ytd I spend like $460 on one single day man! . First I pay the full price for my ps3 which is $300 and buy a new watch for $160 coz I long wanted a watch le . Feel so poor suddenly !!

KOBE

My brother and his girlfriend finally back from taiwan!  They have plenty of fun over there and buy lots of stuff too . They bought a KOBE 24 shirt and a basketball shoe for me .=)

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge,



and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats


and left.... Except for Love.

 Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

 Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,


"Richness, can you take me with you?"


Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."




Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"


"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

 Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."


"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

 Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

 Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed,


Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way.


Realizing how much was owed the elder,

 Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"


"It was Time," Knowledge answered.


"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"


Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

I WANT MY PARENTS TO BE HAPPY LIKE BEFORE

Today saw my dad like really super sad man! first time seeing him like this and the feeling for me also damn sucky , hate to see him like this. WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY LA ! . As a child myself , I don't know what I can do to see him laugh loudly like last time. CMON DAD , CHEER UP ! , I KNOW U CAN DO IT.

MY BIG UNCLE

Life is seriously unpredictable =( =( =( One Moment You are REAL FINE , But the next Moment , you are gone.

My Dad oldest brother , which is my big uncle just left us and it was like all of sudden. We were still happily eating reunion dinner this year , chinese new year . But now , he left us.

How crap can life be ?  T_T

BUDDY BIRTHDAY !

TODAY IS MY BUDDY LEOW WEILIN'S 20TH BIRTHDAY , HAHAHA

MEMBER OF SINGAPORE ARM FORCES (1ST GUARDS) .

Went his house for a surprise party organise by his family and everything was damn fun. Chit Chatting Session with his aunties and uncles.

His Family Members =)

13 years of friendship ! HEHE

All of a sudden life become so lonely . By right my family have 5 members , now become like 3 staying together only , zzzz . My dad always come home so late so is like only 2 members left . My brother and I . So sad right . Sigh.

Few months back , my mom was jobless till now and I do not know how much money she had left . Futhermore she is like 50 plus le , super hard to get a job. Now currently , my financial status not bad lor but cannot yang my mom also , only can treat her eat dinner sometimes .

My family now like so cui man . I cannot do anything much also. But the least I can do is not making my parents angry and be a good boy. Our bonding session is like totally no more le not like last time where we were play monopoly together. sigh.

Anyway , I bought my mom a watch for her upcoming birthday  hopefully she will like it. Here are the pictures.

说好的辛福呢?

Gay Fags and Gay Boys!

A class with only 1 girl and 24 boys . So some chances that there gays arounds :D haha

Happy belated birthday Suzhen! 20 Years old man! haha . May all your wishes come true =)


Also congratulations to Yan Zhi for passing ur tp and you are able to drive on the road !

awesome!

"Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I will not forget you. Love me and I may be forced to love you.”

MY PS3

TIME FOR REALLY SOME GOOD BONDING WITH MY PS3 MAN! HAHA :D



UT2 NEXT WEEK AND MY PS3 IS SO TEMPTING ! . HOW HOW !



ALSO I FEEL SO GOOD THAT MY MAMA HAVE OFFICIALLY LEARN HOW TO EMAIL SOMEONE AND HOW TO USE MICROSOFT WORD UNDER MY GUIDANCE !



MY PAPA'S WALLET always cannot close totally! WOOOOOOO!



But I M STILL AS POOR AS EVER . =(



ANYWAY LIFE IS GREAT WHEN I SEE MY PAPA AND MAMA STAY HAPPY EACH DAY !

Time To Eat Grass Man!

After buyin all my new toys , I m broke man! , haha . But it really feels good coz I use only my own money and not taking a single cent from my parents . I GONNA SAVE , SAVE , SAVE from now onwards . PLEASE GIVE ME SOME MOTIVATION PEOPLE.


My new toys : TABLE + PS3 WITH 2 CONTROLLERS , 8 GAMES , HDMI CABLE + SHARP LCD SCREEN = $600

All thanks to my friend,KING!  selling his PS3 REAL CHEAP and a very good deal , all the stuff above for only $550 excluding the table . I went to IKEA buy table myself :D cheap and nice!
Now all my tiny little room got more gadgets le . Woohoo . Time to spend more time with my PS3 instead of my lappy . Life's good when using own money and own time and own idea and choice without parents interfering ! But will need to eat grass for some time now till my cash recover "(

My Mama And Me

My mama taught me how to cook lots of cool dishes this few days and it really nice of her to teach me step by step on how to prepare the food because I m freaking noob.


But I taught her how to use computer coz she is freaking noob too and she wanna upgrade her skills .
So when both noobs learn from from each other , we will together learn so much more :D

                                      In this life , My Mama 对我的恩情是我永远都不会忘记的。

Restarting

Sometimes is good to DUNNO , DONT CARE , DONT GIVE A DAMN.

                  Anyway , lets restart the score to 0 - 0 and everything shall start all over again !

Thanks Deisi

Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances.


U jus hav to live life to de fullest, tell some1 wat they mean to u n tell some1 off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold some1's hand, comfort a friend n smile until ur face hurts.

Don b afraid to take chances or fall in love n most of all, live in de moment bcos every second u spend angry or upset is a second of happiness u can nvr get back

My Loves

Nice stuff that I learnt

It's not about getting a chance, it's about taking a chance. You'll rarely b 100% sure it will work. But you can always b 100% sure doing nothing won't work. Sometimes you just have to go for it!!

Bad Bad Life I guess

Ever since after my O lvls till now , everything that happen to me or things that I do seems really shitty . Wat I get is always disappointment and failure and the cycle wont stops. Sometimes I really wonder how those Ah gong and Ah ma can hold hands walking in the streets together with thier sons and daughters with them and seems so romantic and sweet . I really envy them alot of because both of them endure all shit and happiness together and thats what makes them able to "Bai Tou Xie Lao" . And also walking the life journey together till death do them apart.


For me , every little thing I do , the result is something worse and nothing seems to be right . I remember during Os levels , I know that my maths is the weakest of all subjects so I practice day and night hoping to get just a C6 and I actually did my whole 10 years series book twice and DID NOT STUDY MY OTHER SUBJECTS I SWEAR. But the result I got was D7 and I couldnt get into any poly during 2007 . Seriously the feeling was somehow like the end of the world . Is like I spend most of the time just doing maths and I could say maths whole day and this is what I get at the end of the day . Hardwork for me is just a waste of time . It doesent paid off and what I get is shit . My mom just simply screw me upside down by saying that why dint You study hard for it and I tried defending myself but at the end , we argue until my neighbours could heard what I exactly said and my mom  was damn pissed as she said I do not understand her well enough and could not fulfil her wish . For me . Is like a series of unfortunate events till now 2010! . After that I took my traffic police test for manual car 3 times and went for 31 practical lessons . The Fees was like $3125 SGD. My dad was rather much more of  financially support and he give me a word of enouragement . " I will give keep supporting you to take your test until u pass  "


Soon I went to MI and in order to promote to year 2 , I need to pass 2 higher 2 subjects . So I once again Work hard in my economics and Business management . During the promos exams for economics , there was this essay question WHICH IS SWEAR I KNOW HOW TO DO and it was 13 marks . Than once I done , I tot I will get at least 10 for it . But when I get back the paper it was actually 0 for that question and I check why . I wrttien one word wrongly in the definition and the whole essay wrong . Is was like !#$@%^ .
So because of that question I fail my econs and I pass my business management. But overall I was asked to repeat of that year . How saddening life ehhs , My dad and Mom once again , O levels you fail and now in MI , you failed again . I believe this is the worse scenario of my life so far which whatever thing that I do I failed and failed . I try picking myself up , but the results is always the opposite which is Failure once again .


For my relationships with my parents for now , It is okay but than I could sense something that is worse going to happen soon which I dunno why either . Maybe I have failed to much in my life that I could not expect something good to happen . But the past 4 years , I have actually been a loser which I can label myself as . There was not a single day or event that can really make my happy . In my heart , everything that was just pure sadness . Every plan that I did and every stuff that I do was disappointing and nothing seems to be right for me . Lady luck was always not with me and I failed everytime .


Recently there was this girl that I met and she was really nice , she was actually my secondary school mate and I dint know how I met her . So we chatted for some time and a few weeks back , I asked her whether I got a chance and she said yes . I was quite happy for some time and then things started to change for the worse . When ever I ask her out , she begins to say she is lazy and she wanna stay at home . She dint know how much I really wanna see her and talk to her . So I need to like keep asking than she will forcefully say anything . I feel that if it was supposed to be like that all this while , things will not get better in the end . So I text her saying that " I think we should not contact each other again I guess " and was hoping that she would reply to explain if she still had that little feeling , but she dint bother to explain . Maybe she was looking for someone that could entertain her all this while . So I guess I m just a passer by. But all I could say was she had actually left footprints in my heart for her little sweetness sometimes and her smile.


Is really sad to see my life like that , but no matter how much I pick myself up , there is always disappointment.






I feel pretty awesome after blogging this shit out that kept in me for like several years as I got really no one that I could talk to. Hopefully the coming years , everything would be just fine .

This is nice

The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt with the heart.

I Wanna Go Here!! HENDERSON WAVES BRIDGE

My new Toy

Believe And You Find Your Way

This movie is so motivational and it is damn nice. 30 years from now , maybe I will be a basketball coach to guide young people
Coach Carter : All you need to do is to have a dream.

Shit!

Sometimes Is really damn hard to get back up after u fall like plenty of times and the feeling freaking shit .

One Fine Day , I Gonna leave this place and search for the happiest people on earth and be friends with them . !!!

Nicholas Tse ' Let Me Die Lyrics'

Are we at war tonight


Will there be angels

whispering to me good night

Don't wake when lightning strikes



My heart for you is true

Let no one take that from you

Time is running tight

Can't change from wrong to right



So I'll close my eyes and dream a little

Just like how we used to be baby



It's time to say farewell

No need to cry of feelings

Oh it's alright

All in the book of life



Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you

Let me say these words before I go



[Chorus:]

I will love you till the end of time

Every breath of mine

I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace

My sweetheart would you

Let me die in your arms with you



Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can change my world

from black to white

So I'll close my eyes and

dream a little more





Are we at war tonight

Will there be angels

whispering to me good night

Don't wake when lightning strikes



Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you

Let me say these words before I go



[Chorus:]

I will love you till the end of time

Every breath of mine

I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace

My sweetheart would you

Let me die in your arms with you



Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can give me strength to fight

Till the sky is burning

It's the end of time



Look ahead tomorrow

Long and winding road



Keep the faith of mine

Don't let it go

You're the only reason

That ain't growing cold

What would I do

Without you



[Chorus:]

I will love you till the end of time

Every breath of mine

I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace

My sweetheart would you

Let me die in your arms with you



Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can make my world so bright

Life no longer empty

with you in my heart



In my heart...

My Dream Car AUDI R8

Cmon Man

Countries such as North Korea , Myanmar , please dun have any nuclear ambitions please . Its Freaking Powerful which can endangered the whole asia and singapore will also be affected . I dun wanna see innocent people die just because of your bloody intentions . GOD BLESS

National service

My buddy who know me for like 14 years already finally went to protect our country Singapore ! Served the ns and was chosen to be first guards . Hopefully everything inside will make him feel much more stronger and fitter compared to last time .

Heard from my brother that guards trainning suppose to be the same as commandos which is super tough and therefore hopefully this buddy of mine can tahan all the shit inside there and 2 years may not be long , but doesent seems short either so ya 加油

New phone !

My Blog!!!

Is Okay I Dun Get The Best Thing In Life Now , But I Swear I Will Get It In The Future!

What What What

Watching My Money Growing Everyday Makes me Happy :D

My New Home + Yang's Birthday Celebration

My House's downstairs during the night !



Baby's Pool



The Beautiful Walkway



haha , my house living room . Looks Quite messy



WASSUP PEEPS ! Cheers!



Yuyang's birthday cake . Got MotorCycle at the back . Super cute




Happy Birthday Yang! 20 Years old