Sometimes is good to DUNNO , DONT CARE , DONT GIVE A DAMN.
Anyway , lets restart the score to 0 - 0 and everything shall start all over again !
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Monday, June 28, 2010
Thanks Deisi
Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances.
U jus hav to live life to de fullest, tell some1 wat they mean to u n tell some1 off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold some1's hand, comfort a friend n smile until ur face hurts.
Don b afraid to take chances or fall in love n most of all, live in de moment bcos every second u spend angry or upset is a second of happiness u can nvr get back
U jus hav to live life to de fullest, tell some1 wat they mean to u n tell some1 off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold some1's hand, comfort a friend n smile until ur face hurts.
Don b afraid to take chances or fall in love n most of all, live in de moment bcos every second u spend angry or upset is a second of happiness u can nvr get back
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Nice stuff that I learnt
It's not about getting a chance, it's about taking a chance. You'll rarely b 100% sure it will work. But you can always b 100% sure doing nothing won't work. Sometimes you just have to go for it!!
Bad Bad Life I guess
Ever since after my O lvls till now , everything that happen to me or things that I do seems really shitty . Wat I get is always disappointment and failure and the cycle wont stops. Sometimes I really wonder how those Ah gong and Ah ma can hold hands walking in the streets together with thier sons and daughters with them and seems so romantic and sweet . I really envy them alot of because both of them endure all shit and happiness together and thats what makes them able to "Bai Tou Xie Lao" . And also walking the life journey together till death do them apart.
For me , every little thing I do , the result is something worse and nothing seems to be right . I remember during Os levels , I know that my maths is the weakest of all subjects so I practice day and night hoping to get just a C6 and I actually did my whole 10 years series book twice and DID NOT STUDY MY OTHER SUBJECTS I SWEAR. But the result I got was D7 and I couldnt get into any poly during 2007 . Seriously the feeling was somehow like the end of the world . Is like I spend most of the time just doing maths and I could say maths whole day and this is what I get at the end of the day . Hardwork for me is just a waste of time . It doesent paid off and what I get is shit . My mom just simply screw me upside down by saying that why dint You study hard for it and I tried defending myself but at the end , we argue until my neighbours could heard what I exactly said and my mom was damn pissed as she said I do not understand her well enough and could not fulfil her wish . For me . Is like a series of unfortunate events till now 2010! . After that I took my traffic police test for manual car 3 times and went for 31 practical lessons . The Fees was like $3125 SGD. My dad was rather much more of financially support and he give me a word of enouragement . " I will give keep supporting you to take your test until u pass "
Soon I went to MI and in order to promote to year 2 , I need to pass 2 higher 2 subjects . So I once again Work hard in my economics and Business management . During the promos exams for economics , there was this essay question WHICH IS SWEAR I KNOW HOW TO DO and it was 13 marks . Than once I done , I tot I will get at least 10 for it . But when I get back the paper it was actually 0 for that question and I check why . I wrttien one word wrongly in the definition and the whole essay wrong . Is was like !#$@%^ .
So because of that question I fail my econs and I pass my business management. But overall I was asked to repeat of that year . How saddening life ehhs , My dad and Mom once again , O levels you fail and now in MI , you failed again . I believe this is the worse scenario of my life so far which whatever thing that I do I failed and failed . I try picking myself up , but the results is always the opposite which is Failure once again .
For my relationships with my parents for now , It is okay but than I could sense something that is worse going to happen soon which I dunno why either . Maybe I have failed to much in my life that I could not expect something good to happen . But the past 4 years , I have actually been a loser which I can label myself as . There was not a single day or event that can really make my happy . In my heart , everything that was just pure sadness . Every plan that I did and every stuff that I do was disappointing and nothing seems to be right for me . Lady luck was always not with me and I failed everytime .
Recently there was this girl that I met and she was really nice , she was actually my secondary school mate and I dint know how I met her . So we chatted for some time and a few weeks back , I asked her whether I got a chance and she said yes . I was quite happy for some time and then things started to change for the worse . When ever I ask her out , she begins to say she is lazy and she wanna stay at home . She dint know how much I really wanna see her and talk to her . So I need to like keep asking than she will forcefully say anything . I feel that if it was supposed to be like that all this while , things will not get better in the end . So I text her saying that " I think we should not contact each other again I guess " and was hoping that she would reply to explain if she still had that little feeling , but she dint bother to explain . Maybe she was looking for someone that could entertain her all this while . So I guess I m just a passer by. But all I could say was she had actually left footprints in my heart for her little sweetness sometimes and her smile.
Is really sad to see my life like that , but no matter how much I pick myself up , there is always disappointment.
I feel pretty awesome after blogging this shit out that kept in me for like several years as I got really no one that I could talk to. Hopefully the coming years , everything would be just fine .
For me , every little thing I do , the result is something worse and nothing seems to be right . I remember during Os levels , I know that my maths is the weakest of all subjects so I practice day and night hoping to get just a C6 and I actually did my whole 10 years series book twice and DID NOT STUDY MY OTHER SUBJECTS I SWEAR. But the result I got was D7 and I couldnt get into any poly during 2007 . Seriously the feeling was somehow like the end of the world . Is like I spend most of the time just doing maths and I could say maths whole day and this is what I get at the end of the day . Hardwork for me is just a waste of time . It doesent paid off and what I get is shit . My mom just simply screw me upside down by saying that why dint You study hard for it and I tried defending myself but at the end , we argue until my neighbours could heard what I exactly said and my mom was damn pissed as she said I do not understand her well enough and could not fulfil her wish . For me . Is like a series of unfortunate events till now 2010! . After that I took my traffic police test for manual car 3 times and went for 31 practical lessons . The Fees was like $3125 SGD. My dad was rather much more of financially support and he give me a word of enouragement . " I will give keep supporting you to take your test until u pass "
Soon I went to MI and in order to promote to year 2 , I need to pass 2 higher 2 subjects . So I once again Work hard in my economics and Business management . During the promos exams for economics , there was this essay question WHICH IS SWEAR I KNOW HOW TO DO and it was 13 marks . Than once I done , I tot I will get at least 10 for it . But when I get back the paper it was actually 0 for that question and I check why . I wrttien one word wrongly in the definition and the whole essay wrong . Is was like !#$@%^ .
So because of that question I fail my econs and I pass my business management. But overall I was asked to repeat of that year . How saddening life ehhs , My dad and Mom once again , O levels you fail and now in MI , you failed again . I believe this is the worse scenario of my life so far which whatever thing that I do I failed and failed . I try picking myself up , but the results is always the opposite which is Failure once again .
For my relationships with my parents for now , It is okay but than I could sense something that is worse going to happen soon which I dunno why either . Maybe I have failed to much in my life that I could not expect something good to happen . But the past 4 years , I have actually been a loser which I can label myself as . There was not a single day or event that can really make my happy . In my heart , everything that was just pure sadness . Every plan that I did and every stuff that I do was disappointing and nothing seems to be right for me . Lady luck was always not with me and I failed everytime .
Recently there was this girl that I met and she was really nice , she was actually my secondary school mate and I dint know how I met her . So we chatted for some time and a few weeks back , I asked her whether I got a chance and she said yes . I was quite happy for some time and then things started to change for the worse . When ever I ask her out , she begins to say she is lazy and she wanna stay at home . She dint know how much I really wanna see her and talk to her . So I need to like keep asking than she will forcefully say anything . I feel that if it was supposed to be like that all this while , things will not get better in the end . So I text her saying that " I think we should not contact each other again I guess " and was hoping that she would reply to explain if she still had that little feeling , but she dint bother to explain . Maybe she was looking for someone that could entertain her all this while . So I guess I m just a passer by. But all I could say was she had actually left footprints in my heart for her little sweetness sometimes and her smile.
Is really sad to see my life like that , but no matter how much I pick myself up , there is always disappointment.
I feel pretty awesome after blogging this shit out that kept in me for like several years as I got really no one that I could talk to. Hopefully the coming years , everything would be just fine .
Saturday, June 26, 2010
This is nice
The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt with the heart.
Friday, June 25, 2010
Monday, June 21, 2010
Believe And You Find Your Way
This movie is so motivational and it is damn nice. 30 years from now , maybe I will be a basketball coach to guide young people
Coach Carter : All you need to do is to have a dream.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Shit!
Sometimes Is really damn hard to get back up after u fall like plenty of times and the feeling freaking shit .
One Fine Day , I Gonna leave this place and search for the happiest people on earth and be friends with them . !!!
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Nicholas Tse ' Let Me Die Lyrics'
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels
whispering to me good night
Don't wake when lightning strikes
My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change from wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby
It's time to say farewell
No need to cry of feelings
Oh it's alright
All in the book of life
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
[Chorus:]
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world
from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and
dream a little more
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels
whispering to me good night
Don't wake when lightning strikes
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
[Chorus:]
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can give me strength to fight
Till the sky is burning
It's the end of time
Look ahead tomorrow
Long and winding road
Keep the faith of mine
Don't let it go
You're the only reason
That ain't growing cold
What would I do
Without you
[Chorus:]
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life no longer empty
with you in my heart
In my heart...
Will there be angels
whispering to me good night
Don't wake when lightning strikes
My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change from wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby
It's time to say farewell
No need to cry of feelings
Oh it's alright
All in the book of life
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
[Chorus:]
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world
from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and
dream a little more
Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels
whispering to me good night
Don't wake when lightning strikes
Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go
[Chorus:]
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can give me strength to fight
Till the sky is burning
It's the end of time
Look ahead tomorrow
Long and winding road
Keep the faith of mine
Don't let it go
You're the only reason
That ain't growing cold
What would I do
Without you
[Chorus:]
I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life no longer empty
with you in my heart
In my heart...
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Cmon Man
Countries such as North Korea , Myanmar , please dun have any nuclear ambitions please . Its Freaking Powerful which can endangered the whole asia and singapore will also be affected . I dun wanna see innocent people die just because of your bloody intentions . GOD BLESS
Sunday, June 6, 2010
National service
My buddy who know me for like 14 years already finally went to protect our country Singapore ! Served the ns and was chosen to be first guards . Hopefully everything inside will make him feel much more stronger and fitter compared to last time .
Heard from my brother that guards trainning suppose to be the same as commandos which is super tough and therefore hopefully this buddy of mine can tahan all the shit inside there and 2 years may not be long , but doesent seems short either so ya 加油
Heard from my brother that guards trainning suppose to be the same as commandos which is super tough and therefore hopefully this buddy of mine can tahan all the shit inside there and 2 years may not be long , but doesent seems short either so ya 加油
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